Hello little men…

How are you two muppets doing today ? I hope oki doki ….

It’s really cold and wet here today , I slept until 10 this morning , guess the jet lag got me …lol , we went to put flowers on your uncle Jaco’s grave today , it’s 5 years today since he passed away…must say I can’t believe it’s been 5 years , I still remember getting the call from Oupa and then me and the paid surrogate making arrangements to come home for the funeral….feels like yesterday but also a life time away …don’t think that makes sense but I guess you two will know what I mean one day as you grow older….

This weeks looks like a being at home week , the big murder trial for Oscar P started here today , I had to smile when I saw the confusion during the English and Afrikaans translating , made me think of our case how the court and paid surrogate took little parts of what I said and focus on that based on their interpretation and not in fact what I said…maybe if they are watching this trial on BBC they will get what I have been trying to say to them all from day one rather than make up stories to serve the goal they had of getting me out of your lives ….sad that but they have to sleep at night knowing what they have done and always look over their shoulders as they don’t know when or where I or someone will pop up again,….. Guess the drink will knock them out each night from now on.

O , I bought a box of those Easter eggs I brought you last week , must say I have forgotten how nice they are , even Oupa had some although he is not allowed them with his diabetes…. Think we 3 had half a box today already ..lol

I had loads of emails also from friends and your paid surrogates “friends” sharing their discuss in what she and her father have done …so it seems even her ” friends” are now admitting what she is and always was , a paid surrogate nothing more……

I hope you two have had a nice day , I think you are having a bit of sunshine , so hope you two have been allowed some outside playtime and fun with B&B…as little men should…..

Hope to see you both a little later under our big old green tree in dream land , can’t wait for my little O dream cuddles and dream smiles….

Night , night little men , great dreams of better days …..

Love you both truck loads full and miss you triple that ….

Love you always champs ….

Dad xx

Lol , little men, I wonder if B&B does this with you both…

Lol , reminded me of what you use to do Oscar xx

You would like this one little men…lol xx

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Hello little men…

Hope you two are doing well and having a great Sunday…

Boys as I am sure you both know by now the Court did not allow the paid surrogate to change your names to Mcclure nor did the Court allow her to remove parental responsibility, so I guess what that means regardless of the fact that I am not your biological father you will remain as always as part of the Ferreira family , I really hope your paid surrogate will as she said go change her name back to Mcclure so that the world will know you are not related to these child abusers , just always know no matter what you both will always be my little boys…yes the paid surrogate and her family will brainwash you both but I still hope one day you will know the truth of what she and her family have done to you both by not allowing you two to have any childhood memories with your Daddy , non biological or not…..

Oupa said to tell you both he had put the word out this week with the brotherhood to keep an eye on you both and make sure you are safe and to always ensure that we know where you both are , and like he said when the time comes and you both are ready if I am not here anymore you will be given the opportunity to know the truth and be a firm and solid part of the Ferreira family should you want that…..

So I guess next week is the start of a new life for us 3 , yes it will be unconventional but I hope once you are able to read this blog we will be able to build and develop our relationships as they should be……

I spoke to your other Godparents also , they send all their love , they both seem very sad that they have been cut out of your lives also because they were not willing to take sides and your paid surrogate saw that as the ultimate betrayal, thus you are now stuck with a drunk and a wimp as your only known Godparents ….really sad that , but that’s what your paid surrogate and her drunken old father wants ……

I will from tomorrow’s update start giving you all the details of the Clamidia std treatments I had to pay for to get your paid surrogates womb scraped to remove all the old scar tissue of the continued long term stds she carried before in fact she could become a paid surrogate , I will also give you all the details of Dr Penny’s sons best friend who is your biological father and your Polish biological mother should you both want to trace them one day …..

Well little men , as always I hope that you both will have a great week full of fun as little men should…..

I will see you both a little later again under our big old green tree in dream land ……packing huge warm bear cuddles for you both….

Night , night little champs , happy dreams …..

Love you both with all my heart and sole , today and always ……

Love you little men…

Dad xx

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Hello little men..

Hope you two are having a great Saturday …

Just been sitting next to a lovely elderly lady at the bar on my flight , guess she saw I needed to chat , don’t know why but the first thing she asked was what ‘s wrong ? Wife or kids ? I must say I was taken a bit back …I was not sure what to say to her as I normally don’t like talking to people on flights but I said, kids …..the wife is history and has been for a long time , just think it took me much , much longer to do something about it then I should have…

She took my hand and said to me how old are the kids …. I said to her please don’t call them kids ,they are my little men , very little in fact ,

Boys she said the strangest thing , she asked who was born first ? I asked why ? She said to me , I don’t know but I think the 2 one is in trouble….that just made me burst out in tears, guess it’s got something to do with what I heard yesterday…boys while holding my hand she said to me know and believe in your heart that they love you and know you as I can feel the bond….I said to her what are you talking about ? She said you stood in front of me at the check in and I saw the photo in your folder and I knew that something was going on as people that spend time with their children don’t walk around with a photo like that at the top of a folder to see it each time they open it up ,most people take time with their children for granted as they see them each day ……I guess she was right , the photo has replaced your stuffed puppy dogs I use to carry with me ….I guess when I get back home over the next couple of days I will take the photo and put it with the dogs that now sits next to My Ouma’s porcelain dolls to keep them company…..

Was a bit of a strange experience chatting with this lady , it was really as if she knows us 3 or felt us , not sure but very strange…..

Champs I hope you will have a great Sunday, Ouma and Oupa send their love also as I spoke to them just before my flight , they are still away it seems , not sure when they will be back home , but sounds like they are having a great time , I think they needed bit of fun with all they have been dealing with the past couple of months…..

I just want to say I miss and love you both loads, and sorry again that I did not get to say bye in person……

Hope to see you both a little later under our big old green tree in dream land …..can’t wait for my double little O cuddles and dream smiles ….

Night , night little men ,happy weekend dreams …..

Love you both A380’s full from 38000 feet and miss you more …..

Love you little men always …

Dad xx

Sorry it’s so short , but guess you two do not have to see me in a flood of tears ….