Hello Little Men!

How are my Champs doing today? I hope great…

The picture is care of Ouma again as she knows how much you both love Lion King , I need to try and see if I can get you the DVD in Zulu , I remember I went to the premiere in Pretoria when I was at university with friends , strange I still remember the chills from the surround sound in the cinema …. Funny how you remember silly little things like that, in total I think I must have seen the movie more than 20 times , lol , I guess you two must have well exceeded my record by now….

Well boys all the Court stuff is done and posted and emailed , the Court has already confirmed that they have received all six the emails , lol yes I know six is a lot but it is once again so many pages of evidence it was the only way of emailing it in batches…. So I guess now it is wait and see again what the future holds for us 3 and our possible relationship. Well I guess to be honest it can’t get any worse than what we have now ……

So what have you two silly Billy’s been doing today ? It’s such a nice day here again you two would have loved it , I guess the UK is not so great at the moment but I hope you both are wrapped up warm and cosy and at least able to have some indoor fun at the soft play …. You might even have a white Christmas as we had not seen any snow the past 2 years over the holidays … Should be fun to make a snow man again like we did in Feb this year in Horsham after that big snow , lol I still remember how cold you little hands were with the gloves but you did not want to come inside and just wanted to keep jumping on the soft snow ….. Good times hey boys …. Maybe one day again who know …. Let’s hope ….

So I am done with work now I think until next year , as I said I am looking forward to a good break after all that has gone on this year , just makes me really sad that I am not given the opportunity by mum to spend a little quality time with you both over my holidays …. I guess all part of her plan to make sure you two don’t know who I am , a bit silly and sad if you ask me , but hey that’s mum her way or no way as always……

Well little pals I really hope to see you both a little later under our big old green tree in dream land … Can’t wait to hear all about your day and give you both a double bear cuddle up side down… Makes me smile just thinking about it …. See you both a little later…

Boys I miss and love you both so , so much , please always know that…

Love you both ThiiiiiiiiiSsssssss much and more ……

Love you champs always….

Dad xx

Hello Boys!

Hope you two are doing great today !

The picture is from Ouma again , she thought you two would love it….

So been a lazy day here with the public holiday … Must admit I forgot that today was a public holiday until Ouma reminded me ….

The country is so in holiday mode it is scary … Guess I have lost touch with how big the holidays are this time of the year here ….

I have a couple of works things to sort tomorrow but then I guess it is holidays for me now also until the first week in Jan … I must admit I am looking forward to a good break , can’t remember when last I have had more than a couple of days of work … Not sure what I am going to do with myself , lol , should have lots of free time to work on your blog…..

So not sure what you two have been doing today but I hope it was fun and that you kept busy as little men should ….

I hope you two are helping mum getting the house and all the stuff ready for the holidays as it can’t be a easy job knowing you two little monkeys ….lol

Well champs whatever you get up to this week I hope it’s fun , maybe mum will take you to go see Santa and Rudolf so you can give them your lists …. Don’t be scared of him … He is your friend … Lol

As always pals I hope to see you both a little later under our big old green tree in dream land …. So ready for my little man double bear cuddles and smiles … I can’t wait…

Night , night champs … Sweet happy place dreams ..

I love and miss you both so very much ….

Love you both to the moon and back ……

Love you pals …

Dad xx

Hello little men!

Hope you two are well..

I had to share this picture with you , Ouma found it among my Ouma’s stuff , not sure why she kept this picture always , Ouma has added the little photo’s of you both to the tree.. Hope you get to see her scrap books one day they tell such a lovely story of you both and our family whom I guess you will never get to meet or know….

Thinking back this might be where my reference to the big old green tree comes from , maybe my Ouma use to tell me about it thus I remember the reference all this time , a bit strange for this picture to come to light today as I do not recall ever seeing it before today , I guess it just shows how some things stick with you from childhood memories….

Boys I can’t believe how hot it is here today , I think summer might be here in all it’s glory today…I have spent this morning watching Madiba’s funeral , I am sure you two will learn about him in school as I don’t think the world has ever had such a loved person who was able to touch the hearts and soles of each and every person in the world … I think there has and never will be again a role model quite like him…. A very sad day for South Africa and the World ….

O I have also prepared all the new stuff and additional evidence for the Court today so hope to send that all out tomorrow also if I get time , court has still not confirmed when we can submit the new psychologist report , so I guess I will have to chase them next week again.

So what have you two been doing today ? I hope it has not been to cold to go do some fun things outside ….. Must admit I have not seen the UK weather today , so I hope it is oki doki…

Going into the City tomorrow to do some retail visits , blessing is that the traffic should be great as the whole South Africa I think should be at the beach by then …. Welcome to Summer a Holidays in Africa ……

So I guess you two don’t have school next week so I hope mum has lots of fun things lined up for you to do before Santa comes to see you both…. I bet you two must be so excited , would have loved to see it or even maybe share in a little of it with you both …. I guess maybe one day hey boys …..

Well whatever you do next week I hope it will be fantastic fun and be safe ! O and wear your jacket please Oscar …. Lol,

So little champs as always and it seems even longer than that I hope to see you both a little later under our big old green tree in dream land , can’t wait for my huge double O cuddles and smiles….

I love and miss you boys so much each day , don’t know how to put it into words…..

Night , night , pals , happy , happy dreams …..

Love and miss you both to the moon , sun and stars and back ……..

Love you Champs …..

Dad xx

Hello Little O’s

How are you two doing on this Friday the 13th , lol I hope fantastic and that you have seen no black cats … lol

Well the weekend is almost here , must say it has been a long week all and all so looking forward to the weekend. I guess Ouma and I will have to start doing the Christmas shopping now that I know I am not allowed to see you two on Christmas day, I guess I will keep your gifts then until I possible get to see you under guard in Feb before we go to Court again, guess I will have to bring your Birthday gift also then as I am sure mum will also not allow me to see you in May on your Birthday so I will plan ahead as I always do..lol

I think I am going to make a peppermint-crisp-tart as I have not had one in ages , you two would absolutely love it ,it  is a very South African treat , not very healthy so we can’t eat it more than once a year or we will be in big trouble or need bigger trousers, lol , I hope one day you two will get to taste it , its heaven on a plate as they say..

O and I guess the big meat shop also has to start as in South Africa as they say Christmas is not Christmas without 5 types of meat ,and that does not include turkey as we don’t eat turkey as a rule , not sure why we just never have…

So I guess you two must have lots of plans for the weekend with mum also in the run up to your holidays, hope you are not going to be stuck in the shopping trolley all the time this weekend , maybe you are going to the Zoo again , but then I guess it must be getting way to cold outside now for you two and the animals unless Oscar will offer them his coat again hey Oliver as he surely does not like wearing it …… well boys whatever it is you are going to get up to this weekend , I hope it will be lots of fun and safe .. no drinking and driving you two !!! LOL not even in your Little Tikes trucks please …. its a bad time of the year even on the play roads you two drive on ….

More than the big shopping trip I don’t have much plans, might see Jaco , Janine and Jayden O and don’t forget missy ( the puppy) she is gorgeous , you two I think will go mad for her, would love to get you two a puppy but I know mum will go mad and probably have it put down rather than for you two have a little friends staying with you in your room.

I told Ouma I want to get her a new puppy also as hers was 15 years old last week , he was called HOUCH but got very sick a month ago and they had to let him be put down because he was so old , but I think between the grief of loosing contact 100% with you both and HOUCH they are not doing so great on the loss of things they loved side … but she is not having it ….

Well boys I hope you two had a good ( I think) last day at school and was able to say Happy Holidays to all you little friends….

As always pals I hope to see you both later under our big old green tree in dream land , I guess by tonight Santa would have put up the Christmas lights and decoration on this tree also , so should be lovely and festive ,cant wait for my double O bear dream cuddles and smiles……

Night , Night Champs . Happy pre- Christmas Holiday dreams …..

I miss and love you both so very much each and every day …….

Love you both 100000000 times around the world and back and more ….

Love you pals …

Dad xx  

Hello Boys ,

Hope you two monkeys are doing great today …..

Well I had a bit of a lazy day today just spending some time with Ouma and Oupa no big excitement here today I am afraid … Must admit it has been a fantastic day in Africa again , you two would have had so much fun clowning around in the great weather , I must say it is not as hot as what I remember it as a child or maybe I just got used to the heat after all the years in Dubai.

Don’t know what you two have been up to today but I hope you had a good day full of smiles and lots of learning and playtime as little boys should. You two must be getting well on with your advent calendars , I wonder if mum let you use the colouring ones I sent you , I thought they were very nice and I guess a little bit more healthy than the traditional chocolate ones .. Lol

I guess you will be on school holidays also now from end of this week until after the new year , I hope that you will still get to see some of your little friends from school over the holidays for a couple of play dates ….. Always makes the holidays more fun…

I guess I have no chance to see you both now until Feb as mum refused to respond to my contact request to see you both on Christmas Day , so I guess I will have to cancel my flight and hotel booking ….I will keep trying boys so please don’t ever think I have not tried to come and see you for Christmas ……

As each and every night champs I hope to see you both a little later under the big old green tree in dream land , can’t wait for my double cuddles and dream smiles…

Just always remember I miss and love you both each and every day , now and always …

Night , night , sleep tight , sweet happy place dreams …..

Love you both big truck loads full….

Love you pals …

Dad xx