Daily update for my Boys 12 May 2014

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Hello Little Beach bums !

Hope you muppets are doing very well today !

Firstly I need to apologise , I said this morning in the video that it is 9 days until your big day but in fact it is 8 , seemed my watch stopped overnight as I did not wear it yesterday at all just working in the hotel , thus I do apologise , shows you I was not awake yet that early in the morning … 🙂

I see your blog is getting loads of views from Turkey the past couple of days , so I just want to say welcome and thank you to the readers whom are taking the time to read and follow this little blog of my twin boys …. The boys are in fact on holiday in Turkey as I write so am pretty sure they would have loved to meet you and blow you all a big thank you kiss as only my monkeys can do … 🙂

Back to my day , all good I must say , cleared my stock audit headache from Sunday so am really pleased about that , I am leaving for Islamabad in the morning early so am looking forward to a nice road trip , it’s raining here now so hope the roads will be ok , I think most of the new motorway should be complete by now so will be a nice easy drive …… Until we hit the City ….

I had a local lunch with the lads in production today as I promised them a meal of their choice if they achieve some production targets for me last week , which of course they did , nothing like a little incentive to improve productivity , am not so sure the chicken curry and nan they opted for was the best idea for my stomach , I guess we will have to wait and see what tonight brings ….might leave the bathroom light on , lol , if you know what I mean ….but I know it means the world to the lads for me to join them in the break room and break bread or as it was today nan with them and eat with my hands and share and be part of their team , I always think they find it strange that I agree to join them as I assume many other people would not, but this is my team and breaking bread or nan is part of building a relationship and mutual respect and understanding of each other …..

So beach bums , I hope you are having loads of cheese , tomatoes and fresh honey for your breakfast , best part of being in Turkey for me always …

I hope you two are having a fantastic time and making lots of memories , just sorry I will never get to do things like that with you both until you are 18 ….breaks my heart but that is what your paid surrogate wants ….

As always Little Men , can’t wait to see you both under our big old green tree in dreamland , hoping for some nice beach bum dream bear cuddles and smiles later …

Night , night Champs , happy dreams of days having breakfast in the sun outside each and every day like what I do …..,

Love you both all the fish in the see much and miss you more than all the sand on the beach ….

Love you Little Men….always ….

Dad xx

Daily update for my boys 11 May 2014

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Hello Little Men!

I hope you muppets had a fantastic day in the Sun ! Sure you must be having loads of fun ….I just hope you both are safe and being looked after !

Well so much for my me day plans , I was on the computer the whole day doing spreadsheets and stock recon’s and if I am honest I think I am now more confused then before I started , lol … Pretty sure we will get it sorted tomorrow when I am back in the office and can pull all the master control files ….

I spoke to Ouma also this morning to say Happy Mother’s Day ! They were just at home it seems as they have guys doing some painting and stuff on the house , her and Oupa both send their love and big cyber cuddles for you both !

So tomorrow is the start of yet another week of me not being allowed to see you both or speak with you …… People always says time makes things better but I am afraid to say this does not seem to be the case in this regard …I think the missing you both is getting worse , maybe it’s just also being here so long with no contact other than the people from work , seems to also make the weeks feel longer …..

But hey , have loads to get done here the next 2 weeks still so we soldier on 🙂

Well Little Men I just want to wish you both a great week and hope you are having a fantastic holiday , maybe one day us 3 will get to have a holiday or even just a day together ….who knows ….. Only 15 years to wait , so guess that is not that bad ….. 😦

So Champs I will see you both all tanned then later under our big old green tree in dreamland , I will pack some nice cool Polar bear dream cuddles for you both … , I found this new picture of our tree ….

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Night , night Little Men …happy dreams of loads of play time on the beach ….

Love you both more than all the water in the ocean and miss you more than all the sand on the beach … 🙂

Love you Champs ….always …

Dad xx

Welcome to Grandparent Support Greater Manchester

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Grandparent Support wishes to raise awareness of all  the issues that contemporary grandparents face, we need your help to circulate our leaflet so that we may help others to help themselves, by setting up support groups tailor made for specific needs, throughout the North West.

What is Grandparent Support?

Grandparent Support is an online and community based support network set up for all grandparents who need support, whether you are raising your grandchildren or you have no contact with them.

Who do we support?

      The “Sandwich Generation”

      Grandparent Carers & their Families

      Alienated Grandparents & their Families

We also welcome other alienated members of the family, from parents or step-parents, brothers and sisters, to aunties, uncles and cousins.

Supporting Alienated Grandparents and their Families

There are over 1 million Grandparents who are alienated from their grandchildren in the UK alone. It is also a worldwide problem.

Alienation can…

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When You Release All Fear of Your Narcissistic Spouse

Thanks as always Kim for a great and informative post 🙂 , hope you are having a nice weekend …take care Phill

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**This article was written for victims of Narcissistic abuse.  If you are experiencing Domestic Violence, please contact thehotline.org.

Narcissists enjoy instilling fear in their victims because it makes them feel omnipotent to do so.  An added bonus is that it keeps their victims complaint.  In their mind, a person with no self-esteem and a great sense of fear is the perfect subservient pawn.

For the most part, fear is nothing more than a conditioned reaction to a perceived danger.  Most things we fear, we don’t have a direct answer for.  It happens automatically at the subconscious level.  This is especially so for victims of Narcissistic abuse because the conditioning occurs consistently, causing paralysis in the victim who doesn’t dare explore their available options.

If you “believe” that something is harmful to you, you naturally will fear it.

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Common fears instilled by the Narcissist:

  • You’re too old
  • You’re not…

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Daily update for my Boys 10 May 2014

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Hello Little Men!

I hope my muppets are having a great Saturday and keeping well…

I had a good day , got lots done , looking forward to chilling tomorrow a bit , only have some email stuff and a couple of Skype call to do …then some me time , I think … Need to say hello to Ouma also for Mother’s Day….

I need to go get my hair cut it feels like a 1960 come-over on my ever growing bold spot …don’t giggle you two , who knows you both might also have less hair than what you would like one day , I use to have loads until I think 5 years ago and then it was stable for a while but seems to have gone really bad the past six months ……..

O before I forget , I have to explain the wine glass holder picture , I hear they are all the range with the alcoholics at Hotel Aqua for the start of the 2014 Summer holiday season…. I hear some of the rooms have asked for them to be installed all over the place ……

I am told the paid surrogate also still continues to use OUR family name …really would have thought by know she would have sorted herself with a new alias seeing that she is trying to change yours !

I am get loads of spam on your blog the past 2 nights ,not sure what that is all about but at least it seems that the spam filter is blocking it ….

So Champs I wish you both a happy fun Sunday ……hope you are having a proper roast dinner……

I will see you monkeys later then under our big old green tree in dreamland as always …..for a good round of dream bear cuddles and giggles ….maybe even some monkey business ….lol 🙂

Night , night Little Men …..dream big of safer better normal days ……..

Love you tons and bigger than tons and miss you mega bigger than tons more ……

Love you Champs …..always ….

Dad xx