Daily update for my Boys 16 Feb 2014

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Good afternoon little men!

How are you two muppets doing today ? I hope very well…

So tomorrow is the start of a new week , one more without me being allowed to speak with or know how you both are…. Getting close to a year now, you would think that the missing and longing for you both would get better, but I can promise you both it does not , seems to be getting worse , maybe because of all the other things going on and I think each day that passes let’s me know time is not on our side or indeed our friend……

If been out to the mall for a bit this afternoon, it was mad busy, people all over the place , felt like month end , not my thing that’s for sure…..

Have to see if I can close off the project I have been working on this week also, least I will have a lot more free time then to tackle the other things that need urgent attention….

I see the roads have started going icy near you both and some snow fall on the high ground, I think last year this time we had big snow in Horam already, next week is a year since you both came with to drop me the first day at my new office in a Horsham, still remember your little waves and blown kisses when I said bye to you both that morning in the car, don’t know why I remember that morning so clearly , but I do for some reason…

All of this feels like yesterday , some days and then other days it feels like a life time ago…..must be all the realities starting to become very real at the moment, sorry that makes no sense , well it does to me , I think , and should for you both one day also….

O before I forget Oupa is back from the bike thing , but he has bad Sun burn on his face , he looks like an English tourist in Dubai , lol ….

I hope you both had a fun and exciting day full of giggles and learning, I hope you both are safe , warm and happy….as little men should be ……

Hope you both will have a fantastic week next week…maybe the weather will improve and you might even get some Sun , that would be nice I guess…

Night , night little champs , happy nice weather dreams ……

See you both later under our big old green tree in dream land, can’t wait for my double O dream cuddles…..

Love you both around the world and back and miss you much , much more…

Love you little men….

Dad xx

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