Hello Pals ,

How are my two little men doing today , I hope very well..

I am sitting in the lounge here at the airport waiting for my flight , It has been a busy two days but good , got loads done …

I guess you two monkeys are still in school having loads of fun with all your little friends now ..

I went for dinner last night at the mall near my hotel , must admit I have forgotten how much fuss they make here for Christmas , you two would have loved all the lights and decorations … Reminded me of when I was a little boy …

We use to spend our holiday month at my Ouma’s beach house , loads of kids and a massive amount of excitement leading up to Christmas Eve , still not sure why but we always got our gifts on Christmas Eve , maybe Ouma just wanted to make sure we don’t all explode with excitement …lol

I remember long days playing on the beach and in the sea , a little bit of sunburn was always part of the holiday also , makes me sad to think mum will never allow you two to have a proper African Christmas but would rather keep you both locked up under the control of her and her dad as you two are to little to stand up against them , but I know the day will come when you have read all the facts and will be able to make up your own minds and boy-o-boy they are not going to like that , as once they don’t have control of you they will go mad with frustration , maybe then will they get to feel a little bit of the hurt they are causing by not allowing two little boys to even speak to their daddy on the phone or know who he is …. As I said before I guess this was always part of the plan when mums dad wrote her the card to tell her to go to Dubai and find a husband …..

Sorry little men I am rambling , lol , guess I am just exhausted from this mess , but as I said I will never give up the fight for you two to know who I am and that I will always love you both no matter what …..

Well champs as I have a fair bit of travel ahead still today I guess I will only see you both much later tonight under our big old green tree in dream land , can’t wait to give you both a double dream cuddle and to tell you that I love you and miss you both so very,very much…..

Night , night little O’s , sweet happy warm place dreams….

Love you both loads…

Dad xx