Thank you very much for your kind words Ouma and Oupa , I will see you later xx

Thank you very much Ouma , broke my heart but thank you

Miss you little men xx

Good evening little men!

Sorry I am a little late today, meetings ran longer than expected and have been responding to a nice lady called Emma whom you will see have taken an active interest in issues she feels strongly about , I think the nice thing for me about this as even as a I think ‘stranger’ she seems to care a great deal for you both as all the other people that read your blog daily

I had some emails today to warn me that Emma is a newly appointed spokesperson for your care giver , I am not sure if I believe that she seems harmless , opinionated but harmless as we all are I guess.

The fellow blogger Anja Eriud has written a very moving post on her blog in response to me re-blogging one of her posts as you would have seen yesterday, gave me a tear in my eye if I am honest to read a comment like that , gives me the sense that ‘some’ people do get your blog and what it is about and makes my motivation even stronger to keep writing each and every day as I have done since 20 April 2013 , the day your care giver decided to break all contact……

Enough bla bla from me ,yes I know , I know I am a wimp …lol

Not sure what you two little muppets have been doing today but as it is almost dinner time I hope you both have put your stuff in your school bags, cleaned your shoes , set the alarm clock and double check that you have packed your favourite toy , not sure what that would be for you both now , I hope still some toy wild animals or maybe the Lion Kings I sent you a couple of months ago … Makes me sad to wonder what do you like , what do you watch on tv , what music makes you get up and dance …..all of these precious little things have been taken away from us 3 by your care giver…..breaks my heart knowing this and the fact that I can do nothing about it …..

Well champs I hope you both will have a fantastic day at school tomorrow with lots of giggles and tons of learning , say hello from me to all your little pals , would love to meet them all one day ….guess I can dream ……

As always little O’s I will see you both a little later under our big old green tree in dream land , don’t be late please … Can’t wait to give you both a huge mega bear cuddle …..

Night , night little men , happy dreams of fun school days…..

Love you both TTTTHhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiSsSSSSSSSS much and miss you much , much more …

Love you always champs ….

Dadxx

As you all would have seen I have received a review / comment on my blog last night from a lady called Emma whom disapproves of the content and references I use on this blog.

As a fellow blogger i respect her right to have an opinion and as such approved her comment and my response , I will continue to do as this is what I have promised you all that take the time to read it.

I do however suggest if you do not have all the facts or details to rather first contact me to explain things to you before you make a judgment.

The blog has been compared a television car crash and plagiarise from content on online support groups , is this not what the information super highway is about for people who are fighting a just and true cause to share thought and feelings and if it fits with your situation does sharing this information and thoughts not help create true awareness of the very real issues , rather as being implied a call for sympathy?

I would welcome all your thoughts and comments on this subject.

And just a reminder I have to date not ask any person to follow or read my blog this is your own choice to do so , please keep that in mind when you next decide to click on my boys blog.

A big thank you to you all that do take the time to read the blog and learn about the issues relating to family law in the UK and parental alienation that is so strongly supported by the Courts with zero recourse for loving fathers in the UK and also across the world , we can’t all be crazy Narcissist can we , for trying to fight for the right to see our children…..

Thank you ,

Phill Ferreira

Hello little men,

Hope you both are doing great today …..

I am feeling a lot better, blood pressure is still low but not knocking me off my feet anymore , so I guess that’s a good thing.

Had a busy day running around , only got home a half hour or so ago , must say I have had a very pleasant day spending time with a professional and a person that has a true objective perception with no hidden agendas, need to do a lot more work in this regard but the wheels are starting to turn, be it slow but at least they are moving forward.

Tomorrow I guess I will be busy the whole day again with meetings , but all worth the effort for the cause we are fighting……

It’s also gone dead on the troll news front so I guess my expected new blog feature has fallen flat , but as they say in Dubai , “what to do” lol

The weather has been really nice also here today , not toooooo hot , and we are having a little rain now as we speak , I must say I have forgotten how nice Summer is in Africa once you get use to it again, the car ac runs all the time but I guess that is no different to what it use to be in Dubai.

Still no news on our possible day out on 27 Feb so I assume it’s not going to happen , must have known the control freak would not allow it , so champs I am really sorry but I have tried , we can only hope people are seeing through the parental alienation tricks your spokesperson and care giver is using , remember the monkey and rope reference ……

I hope you two will have a very nice day tomorrow , almost time for school again ….really hope you ate safe well and happy pals …..

As always I will see you both a little later under our big old green tree in dream land , can’t wait to get my double little man daily dream cuddles….

Night , night little muppets , dream of better days for us 3

Love you both around the world and back a billion times and miss you even more…

Love you champs …

Dadxx

Good afternoon little boys..

Hope you both are doing really well today ……

We are in the mist of the huges thunder and lightning storm, must admit I have jumped a couple of times already , guess the good thing is it makes my heart beat for sure as my blood pressure seems to still just be going down , had some angina stuff last night which seems to have taken the pain away in my chest but the blood pressure is a bit of a strange feeling if I am honest…. Guess I am so close to my 39th birthday this week it might be a sign of what happens in our family at this age , hope not…..I guess the next couple of days will tell if history re-writes itself or if it just repeat itself….

Enough about me and the blood pressure , I hope you two like the Winny picture as it made me smile , and what he had said to piglet is so true , you both must always remember it…….

As I am not doing so good I have been flat on my back the whole day again to relax and try to feel better , so I don’t have much news, only that Ouma has been at hospital today the whole day as it seems one of her stents they did 5 years ago is not working so well , so we are both a little worse for wear to be honest.

Had a couple of phone calls today also from friends I have not spoken to for a while whom all asked how you both are doing , but could only say I hope well as I have not spoken with you both since 27 Nov , o and we got the blurry pictures on Christmas Eve. But more than that I don’t know ,

Still don’t even know what had happened with the operation and if all is fine and well or not , guess as part of the control by not telling me how you are they feel they are winning , but I have never seen this as a competition but your spokesperson and care giver and family sure does , it’s sad to think one morning you both will wake up and realise all is not what it seems, and boy o boy that day they are not going to like ……

Well boys I hope you two have had a lovely fun Monday full of action and adventure and not just stuck in a chair in a coffee shop or bar as normal ….

I will see you both a little later under the big old green tree in dream land …can’t wait to give you both a huge giant bear cuddle ….

Night , night , boys ,dreams of fun happy places please ….

Love you both more then you will ever know …..miss you champs ….

Love you little O’s…..

Dadxx

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