Good evening Little Men!

I hope my Champs are very , very fine on this lovely Sunday 🙂

I just got home from a great day with the Jenkings 5 and also met some lovely new friends plus a little buddy called Ethan , he is around 16 months old and really lovely , when I got home now I saw my jacket and shirts is covered in little hand prints as he was digging the sand out of the flower pots and patting it into the puppies back and would not let me put him down , the bigger little ones and twins were playing on the trampoline so I ended up stand on the side holding him as he wanted to play with them , boys you should have heard the giggles and screams of joy as he stood bouncing on the side while I held him , at one point his mum wanted to put his jumper on but he was not having it as he wanted to sit with me 🙂 , I drove back home really sad knowing I guess I will never get to jump or play on a trampoline with you both or hear you giggle and get so excited whiles playing …… I guess that’s been the surrogate and Steve’s plan all along from that Sunday on 7 April last year when he told me that I would never see you both again , I guess the horrible old drunk got his way due to his sociopath control he has over the surrogate as she is too lazy to work and provide for you and stand up against that luckily almost dead old child abuser.

I have a week left here now as I told you guys , I am having dinner with Brett and Sanet tomorrow night and Q also wants us to try and meet up before I go as I am not sure when I will be back, also have a fair bit of work stuff to resolve before moving onto the new projects.

I was shocked today at how much the twins had grown in the couple of weeks since I saw them last , Liam got some very new cool crocks that he took great pleasure in showing and telling me about the pictures on them, Mackena seems to be into Thumberlina ( not sure of the spelling) lol big time , I think she watched the DVD 3 times today …I got the biggest bear cuddles from them all when I left and questions on where I am going and why I would not be back for so long , I am not sure they get the concept of 2 or 3 months but they seem to be aware it’s a long time , that made me think what you both must be thinking as it’s 8 months now since I last have been allowed to see you both or speak with you which I guess is a 3rd of your short little lives ….breaks my heart Champs ……

I hope you muppets will have a great week filled with loads of learning , plenty of giggles and that you both are safe in the hands of the child abusers .

I will see you both a little later then under our big old green tree in dreamland …. Think I might need some extra special dream bear cuddles tonight …..

Night , night Little Men …… Happy dreams of being free one day soon from the daily abuse you are forced to suffer….

Love you both big boats full and miss you all the water in the ocean much ….

Love you Champs ….always ….

Dad xx