Hey little men…

Sorry , yes I know it’s 2 am , but I have just had the strangest dream about you both …. I dream about you both most nights but normally it’s me doing the talking …. Lol , I know it’s always me ….. I guess it’s because I can’t really remember or know what you both sound like….but tonight you both spoke to me clear as anything …

I was outside your front door on the step stone thing , your paid surrogate was trying to stop you both from coming outside , but you did…. I was on one knee , you both had very thick wool knitted polo neck jumpers on …cream colour , not sure why I remember this stuff….

You both came out and put your arms around me and said Daddy , don’t go we don’t want to stay here …… Boys I don’t think I have ever woken myself from crying in my sleep , guess that’s a first of lot more to come ….

You both were such big little men and spoke so well…….

Just want to check that you both are ok and , safe and far away in happy dream land , I just pray that you both don’t get the dreams I do about our 3 as that will break my heart……

Sleep well little ones …..

Love you lots and lots …..

Daddy xx