Good afternoon little boys..

Hope you both are doing really well today ……

We are in the mist of the huges thunder and lightning storm, must admit I have jumped a couple of times already , guess the good thing is it makes my heart beat for sure as my blood pressure seems to still just be going down , had some angina stuff last night which seems to have taken the pain away in my chest but the blood pressure is a bit of a strange feeling if I am honest…. Guess I am so close to my 39th birthday this week it might be a sign of what happens in our family at this age , hope not…..I guess the next couple of days will tell if history re-writes itself or if it just repeat itself….

Enough about me and the blood pressure , I hope you two like the Winny picture as it made me smile , and what he had said to piglet is so true , you both must always remember it…….

As I am not doing so good I have been flat on my back the whole day again to relax and try to feel better , so I don’t have much news, only that Ouma has been at hospital today the whole day as it seems one of her stents they did 5 years ago is not working so well , so we are both a little worse for wear to be honest.

Had a couple of phone calls today also from friends I have not spoken to for a while whom all asked how you both are doing , but could only say I hope well as I have not spoken with you both since 27 Nov , o and we got the blurry pictures on Christmas Eve. But more than that I don’t know ,

Still don’t even know what had happened with the operation and if all is fine and well or not , guess as part of the control by not telling me how you are they feel they are winning , but I have never seen this as a competition but your spokesperson and care giver and family sure does , it’s sad to think one morning you both will wake up and realise all is not what it seems, and boy o boy that day they are not going to like ……

Well boys I hope you two have had a lovely fun Monday full of action and adventure and not just stuck in a chair in a coffee shop or bar as normal ….

I will see you both a little later under the big old green tree in dream land …can’t wait to give you both a huge giant bear cuddle ….

Night , night , boys ,dreams of fun happy places please ….

Love you both more then you will ever know …..miss you champs ….

Love you little O’s…..

Dadxx